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NephilimSeth
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Trauma Support / by NephilimSeth
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 October 19th, 2021
...See more **Don't read if you get triggered **sexual assault ** I'm currently 28, I was 7 when I was raped in a hospital after a car crash accident. I'm more or less okay mentally with myself, I've accepted what happened and I've kind of learned to live with it. One thing I'm struggling with a lot is... I want to have a family. I've never been in a relationship, I've never been intimate with anyone. My way of "being okay with it" was to close myself off from most of the world. I never partied, I never went "out", I keep to myself and I don't know a lot of people. I don't know how or where or when to even start. My sister has 2 kids and I love them to death, but I'm afraid and scared that I'll never have a family of my own, that I'll never move on in a way to allow myself to get close to someone, that I'll never be able to allow my self to be vulnerable. How did you (those that have families) move on? How did you allow yourself to trust someone?
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