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Niazora
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Useless daughter
Depression Support / by Niazora
Last post
 February 9th, 2019
...See more I'm 27 years old and still not yet finishing my studies. It's my 9th years in degree. I always felt that im a loser and a useless daughter. And never make my parents happy. Because at this age i should be the one who gave money. Not otherwise. Im unable to give them anything. All the time i regret being alive. Because im only a burden to them. They never said anything. Always giving me support. But i always know that i am useless. Felt like to just ended my life. Today, i brought my mum a handbag from online. Later i found out it's a fraud. Eventhough it is just $160 but thats all my hardwork. Back from class, i do online business. Then i decided to make my dad,mum, and siblings happy. I had already planned to buy all them something that can make them happy. To say that im thankful and so indebt to them. But now i feel useless. My money is gone, i got nothing for my mum. Why people need to be that cruel. That is not for me. Thats to make my mum happy. And i wanted to see her happy face. It soothe my soul. Im a failure! One handbag that is full of happiness. But i failed. Should i still be alive? Blank. Im sorry mum. I cant even do simple thing for you
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