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...See more I love my gf more than anything in the world but i fucked up i am gonna be as concrete as possible so a little background: been together for a year after being after her for 2 she was my first sexual encounter and i actually belive we could be together forever so i started wondering abot other girls.. she has been with other guys and said it was worth so i was curious we are in a long distance thing right now fast foward to a really drunk me in a bad moment i ended up cheating on her with a sex worker because of a really bad slit second decition, never felt worse in my life, now i have no doubts i want to be only with my gf forever i know i love her and i know i can do it i can be a good boyfriend cant spot feeling like shit and yes i know i deserve it i dont wan to tell my gf because she suffers from depression and it was my mistake i deserve the burden, she is finally happy with me and i dont want to hurt her. i cant change what i did fuck i wish i could i can only learn something and be better i guess i just feel so disgusted with myself right now its really hard to live with

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