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Ninnwww
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PathStep 53 Compassion hearts9 Forum posts2 Forum upvotes1 Current upvotes1 Age GroupAdult Last activeNovember, 2021 Member sinceOctober 13, 2021
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Depression Support / by Ninnwww
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October 19th, 2021
...See more hello. i have some problems with myself. i was always opptimistic and had hope that everything will be alright. but for the last three months i have been through a lot in my life, i was isolated from friends from other people, i was at home for two months taking care of two people at once, i am not mad or somthing this was the best i could do for those people because i love them, but while i was taking care of the i complatly lost myself and nowdays i have no motivation, i do not enjoy thing i did in past, i lost my appetite, i loved eating and now i force myself to eat once in a day because i do not want to collapse, i am not ever hungry when i eat. i always want to be alone, i dont want to study or go to universiry, my grades are terrible and the worst is that i understand all this but cant bring myself to stand on my feet and do somthing. and with other people i am always on the wdge, every little thing makes me angry and very agressive towards them and it realy hurts me that i cant control my emotions. even if i smile and have fun with friends i am not really happy i just pretend. i try to talk with my close friends about this but i am afraid of feeling missunderstood and i am very familliar woth this feeling and really dont want ro experiens this right now. i dont know what to do and i am really scared that this condicion would go even deeper and i dont want that. i would like to hear some thoughts from you about all this if that would be possible. thank you from listening.
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