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Nobody7753000000
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PathStep 2 Compassion hearts20 Forum posts1 Forum upvotes2 Current upvotes2 Age GroupAdult Last activeNovember, 2021 Member sinceOctober 23, 2021
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 November 9th, 2021
...See more Honestly, I don’t know where to start. I thought I would tell the whole story of my life but I think it’s unnecessary. The thing is, I’m very miserable, I’ve always been and I it feels like I always will be. I caused so much pain to people I love and I feel like I let down every person in my life. I feel empty and tired and I really hate myself. I sometimes wanted to end my life but it would cause even more suffering to my loved-ones so I won’t do it. But I wish I could simply stop existing and disappear from other people’s memories, but I can’t. Every day I wake up and have no idea why, every night I go to sleep and hope next day will not come. Recently, I met someone (I’m 24 and it’s the first time I’m in love) I really like this person and I think they like me back. However, now I’m feeling even worse. I have nothing to offer, I’m empty and lifeless … I just know it won’t work, I gave up on myself long time ago and now I think it’s too late. It feels like I’m constantly drowning but I can’t die or lose consciousness. Every day is more exhausting than the previous one. I don’t really know why I’m writing this… I don’t want consolation or empathy but I just wish I could be heard once in my life.
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