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NovaStarling
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PathStep 21 Compassion hearts177 Forum posts44 Forum upvotes91 Current upvotes91 Age GroupAdult Last activeMay, 2024 Member sinceMarch 11, 2024
Bio

I am Nova Starling, a young lady who wishes to break all the barriers and see the limitless sky of possibilities. 

I have a fear of darkness and confined spaces, possibly nyctophobia and claustrophobia.

Respect my boundaries by respecting yours! 





Recent forum posts
Nova towards the waves
Journals & Diaries / by NovaStarling
Last post
 April 19th
...See more Feeling much much much better. Had a light talk and sweet argument with my loved ones! After that, it was a lovely silence. Now, everything is alright. I am grateful for all the beings who are supporting me.  Life is evolving and Nova is ready for her turn!
Nova & @koulentis Private Chat
Pen Pals / by NovaStarling
Last post
 April 20th
...See more PLEASE DON'T READ, HOPE YOU WON'T Respect our boundaries by respecting yours!  @koulentis
Alone without a blanket in this valley
Journals & Diaries / by NovaStarling
Last post
 April 19th
...See more Blankets are all around me, but no one is ready to provide warmth to me. I am alone, feeling coldness in this valley of isolation, confusion and.......................... Life may be like twisting and twirling, but when we are alone it takes double our energy to overcome. I am confused, I am tensed, but I have to overcome. When I was born, I was alone, no one was there with me in my mother's womb. Like that, maybe I have to move on.  I have to, I am an expert on myself, not others. My ideal version is going far behind me, I was looking at Self-Discrepancy Theory.  Nowadays, I am not able to focus on my reading hobby. I feel tired, I feel energetic, I don't know. How can I have 2 moods at the same time?? I wish this valley gets some sun rays for these little plants.  Hearing music, but it is making me cry. Maybe I feel better after crying...............
Time to take responsibility
Journals & Diaries / by NovaStarling
Last post
 April 18th
...See more I always love this beautiful life, but challenges are like little spiders who make us afraid but they are not a big deal. Just covered by a scary body but their soul is the same as ours.  When options are like a galaxy and decisions are like satellites around planets, it will be difffcult to decide. Taking responsibility is another big deal.  If I want to derive meaning from the word, I would love to derive it like this, 'respo' -response and bility - ability, I would totally gather like 'ability to respond rather than a duty'.  Tough choices and feeling confused. Responsibilities are knocking on my door and feeling alone in this large Antarctica. Feeling cold, no space to cry even the bathroom's water is looking cautiously at me to grab my feelings. I don't want anyone to feel sad as our lifetime is limited. What if everything goes smoothly even in my dreams? I should be thankful to all, but need a little space to cry. I don't want to sleep with a crying mind, I want to cry loudly and look out at my waning enthusiasm. I have everything even without having anything. I need time, I need a blanket to hide myself, I wish I had a fairy godmother to listen to me.
Nova: Camus00, koulentis, lavalavau
Pen Pals / by NovaStarling
Last post
 April 15th
...See more Friends, sushi and boba pizza for lava, enchiladas suiza for koulentis, enchiladas for camus.  Can I call you lava, lentis and camus??🤔 @lavalavau @Camus00 @koulentis
Choose your home
Icebreakers and Games / by NovaStarling
Last post
 Friday
...See more Where do you want to live if given a chance to choose your home and start your life again? (Your memory will be erased)
Nova: School going kid
Journals & Diaries / by NovaStarling
Last post
 April 20th
...See more In my childhood, I learned that being considered special is not a big deal. I often wished for a simpler existence, where I could arrive at school with a packed lunch in hand and hop onto the school bus just like any other kid. While I made efforts to blend in by getting a lunchbox and occasionally riding the school bus, these experiences were not consistent. Nevertheless, I was fortunate to have many friends in class, as children tend not to discriminate against each other. However, I encountered challenges with some teachers who seemed to place unrealistic expectations on me. I don't want to blame my teachers, so now I am taking it as their effot to make me perfect. While there were teachers who supported and cared for me, there were instances where I felt misunderstood and pressured. These moments of frustration and sadness still linger with me today, and I find myself unable to hold back tears at times. Reflecting on those times, I wonder if my deviation from the norm as a normal child led some teachers to misinterpret my actions as laziness or taking advantage of my perceived special status. In reality, I struggled to meet these expectations and longed for a more typical childhood experience. Despite my efforts to conform, I found it challenging to change the perception others had of me. This journey has led me to view the notion of being a princess as more of a curse than a blessing. If we aspire to transform it into a boon, there's undoubtedly a long road ahead.
NovaStarling’s One Line A Day Thread
Journals & Diaries / by NovaStarling
Last post
 March 30th
...See more I am starting this journal on 19 March 2024. I will share my thoughts, emotions, and any other musings that come to mind! PLEASE DON'T SHARE, "I AM SORRY TO HEAR" OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT. I DON'T APPRECIATE THAT. Now Feeling this: 
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