Owlnight1993 Member Profile

...See more I have problems of being misbehaved with my mom, my sister and even tutoring. They did distract me while I was studying that I did not annoy them. They made annoy at me that they want me to do households and work a job. I don’t know the place of job that I don’t have a car. They are angry at me and wanted to be independent because I have bipolar and autism. My mom seems encouraged me to study and work at the same time, but she needs me to improve my behavior. The counselor is right that I have to ignore them, but I am not sure to trust my sister says that I want to be dead, make me feel stupid, and not being independent myself. As autistic, I feel very clumsy to do something, cannot interact with others, and feel aggressive toward other people call so many names at me. I just feel understand my mom seemed stressed ti take care of me over 30 years. Am I alone like this? My dream is to be freedom and stay in different countries, but I don’t like living in Kuwait because they don’t have any awareness for autism and bipolar. I just want to be myself. My mom, my sister and other people from high school called me as childish because I grew up watching cartoons and lord of the rings and watch mean girls and etc. I love watching those movies, but not remakes. I love watching Cruella the best Disney villain remake that is much better than Maleficient that makes me feel related to this character. My life sucks that I can’t be independent because of my mental illness. I will be taken by my cruel and wicked sister that she might have mental illness, but I don’t mean that. I just care about her even though I can’t interact with her because of autism. I feel damn socially awkward that I can’t communicate with my friends and family. I have friends from US and Kuwait at college because they have similar situations as I am. My really dream is to finish bachelor’s degree and I might continue to study master’s degree but I can’t study master because my IQ is average around 88 or 90. I also have repitive language disorder, but sadly there is no language and autistic therapist in Kuwait, but execpt the counselor from college in Kuwait that she supports me. I am evil like sea witch Ursula that I might dress up as her because she has more fun personality than Ariel. 😈 my mom and my sister also misunderstands and even me.

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