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My breakup story and depression part 2
Relationship Stress / by Painkiller7
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 September 15th, 2016
...See more Since we went on party and stuff and we were really close as of friends well it was fun time. But I knew that she loved me, a lot because she couldn't stop talking about me. But in my case I didn't knew what to do. When on time, the 29 of april. I was sleeping on the couch and than she came to me to help me. She went on the sofa with me, and we kissed for the first time. I couldn't hold myself anymore. I kissed her and the 18 of may it was official. We were a couple. I loved her a lot! When we were dating. I would bring her food that she liked such as starburst. It was her favorite. I would go to her house using my bike, travelling 10 miles to her house because I loved her so much. I wouldnt even gave her ferrero when she was on her period because I knew it was hard so I would make her feel better. But on the 1 of august, she went in California for a week with another boy. She didn't texted me a lot that week. I would ask her picture and she would rage after me for no reason. During 3 week it was all that from her, raging after me. And she knew that because she would cry after. But during those week it was fake from her. On our 3 month aniversary, I invited her to come over, ahe said ahe had work. But she actually went to see a movie with her friend instead. A movie tjat we were supposed to see togheter. She forgot our 3 month and two days later she broke up without a single tear. I cry everyniy because I love her so much, but she didn't. In fact she didn't do really a lots of things for me.
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My breakup story and depression part 1
Relationship Stress / by Painkiller7
Last post
 October 5th, 2016
...See more It all started on the the 18 of january. We had a science project on genetics so we needed to be paired with a person of te opposite sex. There was a girl in front of me who I thought was really cute and gorgeous. Since I am a guys I needed to be with a girl. When the teacher said that I didn't knew what to do, but the girl in front of me turned back and gave me a wink, so I got with her. We didnt really knew eachother but we had talked once lr twice before. We did the project togheter and I would keep making jokes about genetics over and over and she laughed, a lot. Well I didn't really expected her to laugh so much but I guess I really enjoyed it. So all as well, we didnt talk or txt really after that but I knew her a bit more, she liked to laugh. So when we went on a ski trip the 19 of febuary, she was there! Because ahe was a friend of my friend we skiied togheter with all of my friends. I would trow snow at her for jokes and stuff and I will remember this moment for the rest of my life. When we came back with the buses, someone txted me on my phone. I didnt knew who it was, but I guessed that girl because I knew that girl had something for me, I knew it from the ways she kept starring into my green eyes. So after that she would always ask help from me in science and since we would talk like 2h everynight. At this point, I didn't if I loved her of not, I surely tough she was beautiful but I wasnt in love, yet. Since she was really close to me (aka. Best friend) we had a bunch of party.
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