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PanicSauce
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:( i feel so screwed up.
Relationship Stress / by PanicSauce
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 May 27th, 2020
...See more She finally decided to move on and met someone. Been together for 2 years we broke up months ago cause i thought we were unhappy. Had become friends with benefits since we were living in the same place. Im almost 30 yet she is my first real relationship. I was so guarded i never let her get close i dont know why i didnt know any better. When she moved on i realized what ive lost and poured my heart out for her. Felt vulnearable for the first time. Thats all i had to do is to let her in. Give myself a chance to pull my guard down instead of being afraid. But i was a little too late. I know she still has a bit of feelings for me but she had been hurt before and she has to give her self and the new guy a chance because she is a nice person like that. And she really deserve that. But now im left feeling alone and broken for the first time. And i feel like i never will findout if i just had rhe 2nd chance i would have done better with the open me. All i can think about is them my body trembles and i feel like they are g9ing to be together forever. They are both great and i feel they could be each others final relationship. I cant even see how ill get relief and move on. I am so screwed.
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