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Pinkie256
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Depression Support / by Pinkie256
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 April 9th, 2023
...See more What do you do when you have no one? My partner is just with me because of kids. He has so much resentment and anger and doesn’t hide it. Says horrible things to me but knows if he leaves he will not see the kids again (they are mine not his). He thinks so badly of me and has such a horrible opinion of me. Blames me for everything that goes wrong and never says anything nice about me he loves the kids and they love him. But he hates being with me. He hates our relationship and puts all the fault in me. He is great with the kids and horrible to me. i don’t have any friends. I don’t have anyone to talk to. I feel like I have to just put up with it for their sake. I feel like it’s all my fault and I really am to blame. I am the horribpe person he says I am. I almost died three years ago and it’s the anniversary of that now. I don’t know what to do.
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Depression Support / by Pinkie256
Last post
 April 5th, 2020
...See more Hi, New poster. Don't want to go into a lot of detail at the moment but I think my 5 year boyfriend is going to leave. Our relationship has been up/down and he is furious at me right now because of something I did. I can see his point of view and understand why he's mad....it was something I used to do a fair amount of (general background, involves my ex who I used to be more codependent on but am not anymore...however my bf is really hyperaware of anything involving him). I feel horrific. He lives with me and so we are here under the COVID stay at home. He can't leave. But I am so so so so scared that he will once he is able to. That he finally has had enough of my depression/anxiety and all the issues with my ex and kids. I'm petrified. I feel so alone. I don't really have any friends. I don't have family I can talk to. He's the only one I have and he hates me right now. I have three kids and if it were not for them I don't know what I would do.... Please god I just want someone to listen and tell me it will be ok.....
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