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PleadingMooses
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I am 99% shit ...you may or may not take my words... but when I support you and said I love you believe me I do ..!


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(TW- Saying “when my mom dead” to my mom’s face
Trauma Support / by PleadingMooses
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 October 31st, 2025
...See more I have a problem with keep bringing up the death of my healthy mother. I have been disconnected emotionally from my mom for a long time and I think the death of my grandma also triggers it. For context I always seen death as beautiful and freeing. But my family especially my mom do not shared this belief and find it disturbing. My mom always in a toxic relationship; my biological dad and current husband. Her current husband is a leech demon, where he drinks , destroy furniture, verbally abusive toward my mom, living of my mom’s hard earns money and act like the head of the house. I moved out because I couldn’t handle it, we did get restraining order on him but my mom bring him back to our home without my knowledge, so now he is worst and a trip back home always leave me feeling depressed. Pressure are all around for me to “save” my mom when I hardly functioning adult with tons of trauma I’m trying to heal. When they were speaking of future plan I accidently mention what I’m going to do after her death and my family find it disturbing. I think in some way I wish it to be over because my heart ache with hopelessness everytime I see my mom and her situations. She is a loving mother but she have too much heart to give to the point I can’t even if I tried to understand her.
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