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Pogosquirrel
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I'm 20 years old and a 2nd year Uni student from England. I'm here to meet new people and possibly help myself a bit with depression while here. If you want to make new friends or chat just message me :)

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I fear intimacy
Relationship Stress / by Pogosquirrel
Last post
 January 25th, 2019
...See more I just have no idea what my sexuality is. For a while I thought I was straight but a late bloomer. Then bi. Then asexual. Then possibly asexual possibly lesbian. I've never had a libido. Ever. I fear intimacy and am repulsed by the idea of having sex. If I masturbate I never orgasm and just feel disgusted when I stop. I'm a very anxious person, I like to always have control of a situation and I wonder if Im just repressing my feelings because sex makes you vulnerable and you lack a level of control. Im so so confused and I dont want to be alone forever. But right now I reject people so easily, and flirting or looking for a relationship comes in phases and almost feels like an act thats hard to maintain. Am I the only one like this. Does anyone have explanations for why I could possibly feel this way?
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