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PudgeQueen
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Possible Sex addiction?
Relationship Stress / by PudgeQueen
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 July 6th, 2016
...See more I'm Molly, I'm 18. If you're willing to read all what I have to say, kudos to you. Last year, around September. I had slept with 3 different men. I was 17. They were 36, 39 and 40. I like older men. Now that I'm 18, I had gotten into a long distance relationship. He's 49. The other night I cheated. My brain said no but my body said yes. I told him and I'm sure we won't be together. I deserve that. So far he said he wants distance and time to think. I find so much pleasure in sex. Although I'm beating myself up after what I did, as I should. I masturbate a lot, I'm always thinking about sex. Sex and masturbation make me happy. I watch porn almost everytime I masturbate. I've been doing this since about 13. am I addicted or just stupid? I don't want to cheat and it was so bad of me, so so so so bad. I spent two days crying and staring at my ceiling, I can't imagine how he feels. But it's hard him being there and me being here. I need human touch. It felt so good to be touched again. Wanted. In the end I did a bad thing, I hurt people. Because I couldn't stop.
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