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RT1994
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Need some advice. Help me calm down
Depression Support / by RT1994
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 October 10th, 2017
...See more I'm not exactly sure where to post this. But about 9 months ago I moved to Florida to help out my brother while he was going to school and I had a job opportunity down here. He switched schools and is moveing back home. The job is going great. It's a small company and it's exactly what I want to do in my career. We had employee evaluations this week. I'm 23 and love my work. They told me they are building the company around me and they are extremely grateful I'm here. I also like working there But I've battled depression for the better part of my adult life. The last time I lived alone, I became so depressed I could hardly function. I was so bad I had to move home with my parents or I was going to kill my self. The deppresion has never really gone away. But I can hold back the outburst when people are there to keep my mind occupied. I have no idea what to do. I'm panicking. Either leave the job behind, leave them scrambling. The reason I had the offer was from a friend back home that moved here. He tells me everyday how I've made his life so much better and less stressful. Or move back home, start over in big shop. Have that period where you have to prove yourself. But I'll be close with my friends and family again. This is tearing me apart and I can't stay focused. Maybe you guys can give me some advice. Thanks
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