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Rainy2017
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PathStep 1 Compassion hearts16 Forum posts3 Forum upvotes6 Current upvotes6 Age GroupAdult Last activeMarch, 2026 Member sinceMarch 8, 2026
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7 years of hiding and pain in a strict society
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by Rainy2017
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 March 10th
...See more Hi. I live in a very conservative society where expressing my true identity is impossible. For 7 years, I’ve been struggling in silence. Gaming is my only escape; it's the only place where I can play as female characters. It makes me so happy when other players perceive me and treat me as a girl—it's the only time I feel 'lighter' and at peace. This double life is so painful that I have started hurting myself because I feel trapped. How do you cope with this pain when you can't be yourself?
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