Skip to main content Skip to bottom nav
Redheadbaker7206
1 150,740 M New Horizon 2
PathStep 748 Compassion hearts4,114 Forum posts409 Forum upvotes146 Current upvotes146 Age GroupAdult Last activeMay, 2026 Member sinceMarch 30, 2015
Bio

.

Recent forum posts
Redheadbaker7206 profile picture
No where to call home
Trauma Support / by Redheadbaker7206
Last post
 October 19th, 2016
...See more I don't know where to begin. My story is no different then most people. I had a rough childhood. I was violently abused by my mother. She would drug me on a regular basis..and when she found out I was throwing it up she used to make me eat it. Every other night she would strangle me by holding me against the wall until I passed out. I remember waking up to my father carrying me to bed. She would purposely hurt me...and one time she ran into me with a cart while we were shopping so badly that I bled for a week and a half. Nothing would stop the bleeding. Most nights she didn't feed me. But I grew to like the hunger. She would strip me down to my underwear and weigh me on a regular basis to see if I had gained any weight. ....and then chase me around the house with a razor. Not only did I get this at my home, but also at school. I was beat up every other day.. I had no safe place. Ever.The cops were called so much. No one ever believed me. It didn't matter if I had a freshly bruised eye..or a large gash on my arm. No one believed me. I started to feel like I deserved it. Everything. I ran away at 13 and finally decided that I would rather live on the streets..then to be constantly abused by everyone. I was arrested 2 months later. My grandparents took me in..the more i talk about it the easier it gets. I'm starting therapy soon to work on my eating disorder, and to learn how to cope with such a past..because it's still effects me still to this day.
Search more from @Redheadbaker7206
Community updates
Talk to an expert therapist
Sharing your depressive thoughts and feelings may be scary and overwhelming, so...
Talk to Johanna Now
Badges & Awards
67 total badges
Eating Disorders Panic Attacks Traumatic Experiences Sleeping Well College Guide Google Play Reviewer 7Cups Guide Hangout Key TS Key Meet & Greet First Community First Post Hang 10 Sharing Circle I Hand Shake Linked Quintet Super Active Bubbly Chief Chat Honest Voice Confident Voice Power Voice Strong Start Going Strong Journeying Strong Reconnect Walking Together Strong Bond Lifting Up Reaching out Helping out Appreciated Voice Contributor Community Collaborator First Compassion Helpful heart Kindness personified Loving Soul Bundled Group Chimer Group Chatter Group Supporter Group Carer Group Healer Member Oath Forum Companion Forum Helper Forum Buddy Forum Guide Supportive Smile Friendly Face Helping Hand Wise One Hello Old Friend 7 Day Streak 14 Day Streak 90 Day Streak Holiday Kindness Togetherness Strong Bond II Strong Bond III Group Friend Forum Friend Meaghan’s Heart Strong Bond I
Report an issue