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...See more Saturday night I went to my first collage party with some friends. One of them being a guy I’ve know for 2 years. I only planned to have a few drinks but not anything more. He kept pushing me to get more messed up. Including putting a weed pipe to my mouth while having me cornered and not letting me go till I hit it. I have never smoked before and didn’t want to. Some how I guess he ended up winning. I’d tell him no more and he would come back again and again. So now I was pretty messed up and don’t remember much from that night. I remember we went back to my other friends dorm (her roommate was out of town) and he was all like oh no I’m drunk I can’t drive home (he wasn’t) and I don’t remember how or if he even convinced my friend to let him stay with us. I know I didn’t sleep much as I remember random little times but for the most part the times between 2:30-6am are not there. *next paragraph is description of what I do remember* I don’t know everything that happened. My friend remembers waking up for a second and seeing him sitting between us jerking off. Then she passed back out. I have no memory of anything like this. I randomly remembered him touching my butt, telling me to break up with my boyfriend, and taking my phone for most of the night after 2. I remember him kissing my friend and talking about wanting a 3som. I remember him trying to convince me to have sex. I remember he would follow if one of us left for the bathroom at all. I don’t remember anything that could have happened in that time. Other than those small memories I have nothing. My friend remembers less than me. She does remember him throwing her down on the couch after coming back from the bathroom. One thing we know for certain tho is that there was cum on her blanket I don’t know what happened or if nothing happened. I feel like something happened but I don’t know what. He isn’t going to tell me. And I blocked him on everything after he wouldn’t stop texting me He texted “I had a really fun time last night. We should do it again soon” then when neither my friend nor I responded to him all day he started begging me to talk to him. So I told him that he knows what happened wasn’t ok and that he needed to not talk to my friend or me. He claimed to not know my friend wasn’t sober and was saying stuff like I didn’t mean to hurt you guys. We both blocked him I felt panic going to class that Monday wondering if I’m going to run in to him. My friend has now decided she can only go to the gym in the evening because he is often there. It’s not fair that we are scared of running in to him around campus. How can you heal when you don’t even remember what happened?

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