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RepusYtak
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Narcissistic Abuse & How to Leave
Relationship Stress / by RepusYtak
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 April 16th, 2021
...See more I have been in a 13 year relationship wtih a man who is narcissistic - has cheated on me multiple times, it's always my fault, makes me feel like he is king and that no one else would ever want me. He is a great dad to our 2 kids, and I'm always thinking about that and living in this dream relationship world that I want and hoping he is going to change. But it never does. We are fighting right now (he has accused ME of cheating since I have some conversations with a man on IG nothing even too bad or sexual) and he is saying he won't stand for that, I am not a good wife now, I should block any man who tries to talk to me, and that he's done and he wants nothing more to do with me. I have been begging him to forgive me and please stay. That I won't do that behavior again and that I'm sorry. I know in my heart and head how STUPID this sounds considering all that's been done to me so I don't want to hear it that I'm an idiot, I know. I want to hear if anyone has any advice or stories on how you finally LET GO and make the move to change your life. I feel like I need to do it and I feel like I have to stop this cycle and fix my life but I don't know how!!!! I am SO stuck and in such a place where I focus all my energy and emotions on him and he controls it all. I obsess and can't think of anything else but fixing the problem. I am pretty, smart, funny, good job, lots of great qualities so it's such a screwed up mindset and life that I'm living and I just feel crazy and don't know what to do. Any advice would be helpful I appreciate anyone who takes the time to read this!!! :)
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