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...See more Hi. I'm riri. A shy awkward and not so social 28 years old girl. Ever since I was young, I always felt so alone. I didn't have much friends at school. Other kids at school always made fun of me. I wasn't very loved and didn't blend in well with them. Back then, not so many people liked to sit with me during breaks and so. I kind of became used to feeling lonely. Maybe this is why I've become to be not very social? I don't know to initiate a conversation or keep one even. I need time to get comfortable with people and start talking. But people are not always so patient with you and they lose interest so fast. I always feel so unloved and neglected and that I don't belong here.. and it just sucks to feel like this. Really.. The only people who care about me are my parents, That's it. This lead me to having almost zero self-confidence. I'm just not interesting enough for most people to befriend me or get close to me and try to know me better. I'm also chubby and needs to lose some good weight.. I sometimes feel so ugly that I avoid looking in any mirror. Who would be interested in a shy chubby girl who can't hold a conversation and needs so much time to open up to anyone? I'm just wondering if there's an end to this. I'm worried because more negative feelings are coming up because of this. Recently, I always feel sad and grumpy and angry (don't know at whom) for always feeling lonely. What do I do? How can I stop this? Can you change who you are? How?

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