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Rubyhe4rts
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Relationship Stress / by Rubyhe4rts
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 April 8th, 2024
...See more  I wanna start this off with, I’m aware I’m a terrible person. This is my situation. I am currently in a 3 year relationship with my boyfriend. In these 3 years he has cheated on me twice. The second time I decided to have an emotional support person that I fell in love with. I’m going to call him Person B. Person B helps me with my college homework and plays various of games with me. At one point I was going to break up with my boyfriend for him. But I realize I was just going under stress and person B helped me through it. After I decide not to break up with my boyfriend or drop person B. I kept both because they both help me in different ways. I became more colder to person b and he still stayed. This year I went to go see my best friend of 10 years. It was all platonic. Me and him dated back in middle school but remain friends after. When I visited him  there was sexual tension. Nothing happened and I told him,”if u hadn’t moved I wouldn’t mind dating.” I also told him I didn’t want to ruin this friendship. I want him in my life but I don’t think I’m capable to do long distance. Right now after I came back, I grew sadder and depressed. I realize I have feelings for my bff. I didn’t want to tell him because I feel like it would be awkward. I forgot to mention he is also going through a breakup and still talks to his ex in hopes of possibly fixing things. I just feel like a *** person if I were to tell him I have feelings for him. 
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