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Samantha0011
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Scared as F for my future career
Work & Career / by Samantha0011
Last post
 February 24th
...See more Hii My name is Samantha, I'm 18 years old and I'm a senior student in highschool. Let me share my story a bit Since I was 8 I've always been interested in STEM subjects and I've always wanted to be an engineer. At 13 I choose a technical highschool, so  I could study more electronics and robotics, rather than other subjects. Now these are my last months before I finished and I feel so empty on the inside. Growing up I've always point all my goals on logical stuff, like I've always study, work and barely set connection with other people. I never had close friends and this makes me feel so lonely. Few months ago I've discovered this kind of hobby as acting, I never acting my whole life, but the idea of going on a stage, let other hear my voice or speak very good in front of a camera makes me feel so excited. The thing is now I've lost this passion that I've had in this 10 years, I've sacrificed a lot and I don't want to waste this years I feel so scared to start engineering, I don't feel the same spark as before. I still want to become an engineer, but I don't study that much right now, I feel so hopeless and always, always tired, it feels like I don't have time. I feel so confused  I want to do both (engineer and actress) but I don't know what to do  Sorry for the long post, I needed to vent out a bit
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Am I shy?
Friendship Support / by Samantha0011
Last post
 October 26th, 2025
...See more Hi, just a little moment to vent (sorry). I'm 18 yo And I don't think I've ever had a stable friendship. I've always been alone. Now I'm finishing high school and I'm trying to make friends with a new group of people (the previous one never took me into consideration). But there's this thing that my brain does during parties (like tonight). My brain was..."nahh you don't need to make friends you're fine on your own" to "why do I stood like a creep in front of them?" The thing is I don't know how to carry on a conversation . I don't know how to carry on a conversation between one or more people I feel like a creep when I start to socialize and even if I do, I don't know how to carry on and finish the conversation. So yeah , If you have any tips they are welcomed
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Don't know what to do
Trauma Support / by Samantha0011
Last post
 October 23rd, 2025
...See more Hi, I'm Sam, I'm 18 yo. I'm senior in highschool. I've always been in love with tech, I loved music, movies(especially thrillers) and love Chinese and Korean culture. But now... I've lost interest in everything I'm scared of everything. TW: what we will do when we p@$$ out, what is even the reason why am I here. I'm feeling dizzy, anxious and scared I need to find motivation again Help me.
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Heyy
Music & Dance / by Samantha0011
Last post
 November 10th, 2024
...See more Any k-pop fans?
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Please help me
Depression Support / by Samantha0011
Last post
 May 9th, 2024
...See more I am a girl who will study electronic engineering (I'm studying for my first exam) and I really need a friend. I feel so lonely and left out for my "friends" who share completely different types of interests I love tech and stuff, huge k-pop fan, marvel fan, anime lover and tennis player I just need someone to talk with about how was the day or stuff like that, I started to do more cringy thing than usual (like crying for nothing in front of everyone) and I also need to share something with that person Sorry for my negative stuff but I can do it anymore 
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