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...See more Hi, my name is Sam. This is actually my first time on any sort of online chat, thread, or anything. I've been told these can be fairly helpful for anyone struggling with mental illnesses. Today has been a rough day, as are many days, and usually I am good at overcoming those. I'm feeling better at the given moment than I was earlier, but certainly still shooken up. I've been considering taking drugs and abusing drugs today to feel different than I do. I want to feel both an enhanced level of emotion and also a numbing deadness to the pain I've been feeling. I haven't taken anything yet, but I am certainly considering it. I also haven't been taking my medication consistently for a couple weeks now, not exactly sure why. I'm scared about my desire to take drugs...mainly I am worried that I may get them in my hands and leave my life up to the chance of impulse which is always a scary place to be. Responses are welcome, shared experiences are fine too, or if you just want to talk about related thoughts that is okay. I'm not sure if I am looking for advice or just "thoughts" on the topic. I definitely don't want someone telling me what to do. Best to you all though, I know it can be challenging.

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