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Masturbation ruins life
Addiction Support / by Saturday29
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 May 3rd, 2021
...See more 12 yr old me fell into the loop of watching nude images of female actresses and videos online.. if I calculate the number of times its approximately 10000 times I've masturbated and watched porn. Instead of having friends I only know pornstar names that's how I fucked up myself. I'm 30 yrs old now and maximum gap I've had is 2-3 days without porn and masturbation. I have 0 money in bank account, have changed 8 jobs in 8 yrs. I'm loosing flesh on my body, I've become unrecognizable physically, people who know me have called me looser, pathetic, retard, lazy. My parents are disgusted and they don't even know about my porn addiction, I'm also addicted to smoking, weed, lying, internet... I've used this app before 3 yrs ago, didn't had the courage back then to post a thread but I'm tired of myself, I can't tell any of my close friends how I feel about myself because there aren't any. I can't tell my parents because they are tired and worried all the time.. No past girlfriends because no one was attracted to me.. My parents are worried as they want me to get married, I'm in asian country and live in joint family, it's the culture here and even I don't want to leave them.... I've been trying to catch up on father's business for almost 2 yrs but haven't really done anything, my father is tired and worried all day because I'm unable to stand on my feet...
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