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Shastapie
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Realizing I was in an emotionally and mentally abusive relationship with a narcissist
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 August 19th, 2019
...See more It took me far too long to realize thats what it was. And its honestly freaking me out now that Ive come to terms with it. I keep playing back on memories of being with him and I feel a mixture of angry and dumbfoundedness at myself. Like, how did I let this happen? How did I let myself get so blinded by some guy that I overlooked his behavior as just how he was? I never thought something like this would happen. I let emotions cloud my reasoning. I thought I loved him, but Im 99% sure it was lust and I hate myself for it. It took an outside perspective for me to see it. I just thought he was a jerk. But hes more than that.
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