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Shinx25
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In need of a friend
Friendship Support / by Shinx25
Last post
 July 16th, 2024
...See more Hi everyone, I am 25F from England. Due to moving across the country, to live with my fiancé (which has unfortunately backfired), I have lost all of my friends. Every one of them stopped talking to me despite my efforts. I would be very grateful if I could make some friends. To just chat to, play games with, and I am more than happy to be a listening ear. My interests are xbox, switch, DS and older nintendo consoles. I love pokemon, super mario, the sims and harvest moon/story of seasons games. At the moment on xbox I am playing Overwatch 2, COD and minecraft. I love animals and have a dog and a cat. Thank you for reading, and I hope you have a wonderful day 😊
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Reliving the past
Trauma Support / by Shinx25
Last post
 July 7th, 2024
...See more TW: VIOLENCE/ABUSE/DRUGS Hi everyone, I'm new here so sorry if I do this wrong. I think I just need to vent. At the start of this year i moved across the country to live with my fiancé, who is the youngest of 5 siblings. His oldest brother (40) is one of the worst humans i have ever met in my life. He controls his own mother and has verbally abused her to the point of submission. He is violent towards his adult siblings and others, and verbally abuses everyone. I struggle with BPD and have been through some trauma, some being in recent years with my parents who did drugs. One of my parents reacted badly to them and became violent and abusive. This is where my title "reliving the past" comes from. My parents would get into violent altercations and lots of screaming, slamming, slamming through doors would happen. My fiancé's brother makes me feel like I am reliving this. He forces his mum to leave a key outside (which is dangerous enough as it is) and let's himself in whenever he pleases, its actually more like bursting through the front door, and comes in to shout at anyone he comes across. Without fail as soon as he walks in he is shouting. He threatens violence towards my dog who is elderly, going blind, and is traumatised by what happened with my parents and by his previous owner, because he barks at him because he comes in screaming. He has broken through the lock on our bedroom door and screamed at me and my fiancé. Because of this I had a panic attack, to which he replied "I will cave your head in. You aren't allowed to live here." Everything revolves around when he is back from work, everyone panics and has to make sure everything is perfect before he comes round. I am having to live in constant fear, again. I came here today because I needed to vent or I'd explode. He has just come and screamed at me because I parked on quote HIS mother's drive. I live here at the moment. He then threatened to smash my car up. I feel like I am trapped here but I want to leave. But I also don't want to go back home. I moved here to escape from home and I regret it. If I knew I would have to deal with his brother this way I would rather have stayed at home. I dont expect any responses, or anyone to read this as it has turned into a novel haha. But thank you if anyone does. I just needed to get this out. Words can't describe how horrible this man is, how abusive and narcissistic he is. Thank you for letting me write here ❤️
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