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...See more I am completely new to this but figured why not? Maybe someone won't find the irony in my secret and just maybe there's another out there like me. So I will keep this short and to the point. I'm 32 and a meth addict, I am married to someone who is addicted to meth and heroin. I have tried heroin not my cup of tea, it's the devil. I never even knew what meth or heroin looked like until maybe 2 years ago. My spouse decided to take his addiction to the next level and mix the two in a pointy demon. I can not get behind this hell I barely am standing for meth alone. My addiction came from a well if you can't beat em join em sort of mindset because I had fought so hard and long against it as well. Now him adding to what's already a horrible addiction both our lives are slowly going up in flames in the 7th ring of hell. Our house is on the line, bills, jobs, etc... We have a child and I've begged, pleaded, bargained, everything to stop but he sees no problem with the pointy demon or mixing of the two. He has become a shell of who I once knew and I made him move so that we could both get better but even with him gone neither of us is better or can stay away from the other. The fights are violent sometimes but we always end back up together simply because I'm his enabler and he's mine, hell he's my dealer too. I don't know anywhere else to get it. I'm addicted to what I believe is keeping him safe but I know better. How do I begin to make a change?

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