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Skittlezlife1
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The second time it happened.
Trauma Support / by Skittlezlife1
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 December 11th, 2017
...See more Sometime I wonder why me. Twice as a child I was persued by pedophiles and earlier this year I was assulted by a drunk old man. My second one is what I need to vent about. I was taken in and groomed by a pedophile and he did most of it online. He found me in a Yahoo chatroom. We talked though Yahoo and Myspace and then over the phone. He was there when I was going through alot, including cutting myself. Long story short he is now in jail and has a few more years left. It was not until a few years ago that I found out on my own he was up for parole and that I could speak against him. No one had even told me he was possibly getting out. I found out on my own and it destroyed me. This will now be the 4th time to speak again St him as I got the email a few days ago. So far I'm handling it well but I'm terrified. I believe he thinks I still love him because I told him that over the phone when he was being arrested and told him I would wait for him. He sent me letters for 2 years after he was sent away before the FBI stopped him I'm just scared. Scared I will lose it and scared of what could happen if he gets out. He is 4 hours from where I live. I know I can get protection against him but the fear is there as I am now a mother of two little girls. You guys can ask questions if you want. I don't mind. Just needed to vent
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