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SleepyScout1234
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PathStep 10 Compassion hearts21 Forum posts3 Forum upvotes7 Current upvotes7 Age GroupAdult Last activeJune, 2024 Member sinceOctober 11, 2022
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Depression Support / by SleepyScout1234
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 May 23rd, 2024
...See more Went through a really rough break up recently I'm too scared to vent to my friends and family about how I feel My ex and I were together for almost a year I felt like I gave everything to be with them and them alone but it still doesn't work out we originally met through online eventually we got more comfortable with each other but I didn't want to risk the friendship we had(I had developed a small crush on them and it grew overtime they also had a crush on me) we both wanted to try a relationship despite being so far away from each other I tried to comfort them the best I could listening to their troubles, sleeping on call with them,my whole world revolving around them so much so I stopped talking with my other close friends.....why did they make those false promises to me? Saying they would stay and be there why.....didn't I listen? why is it so hard for me to trust people? we did eventually meet IRL I was ecstatic to see them but the situation was tense in the moment (my parents were being not so nice since they helped me moved to be by them) I MOVED miles away from my home to be with them..... They broke it up because I was too scared to tell them what was troubling me (like it was eating them up inside not being able to help me with any of my problems I told them I didn't like to talk about my problems THEY KNEW I WAS LIKE THIS) they told me the break up was at the back of their mind for a long while but they thought it would be different somehow I did so much for them enough to change their mind offing themselves they say I did everything I could and its not my fault...I COULDVE DONE MORE we could've talked why didn't they want to talk Did I show too much emotions trying to listen??? WHAT DID I DO to make you lose interest..... I could've helped......I could've........ I trusted them for so long thinking they wouldn't leave.... They said they wouldn't leave......why did they leave? Why.....
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Depression Support / by SleepyScout1234
Last post
 November 5th, 2022
...See more I feel like my family is draining me....idk what they want from me I'm trying my best but it doesn't feel like they care.....I'm forced to care for someone I don't like.....they feel like a living leech and I hate it......I can't wait to get out of here
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