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SometimesMiracleshappen
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Do I have social anxiety or not?
Anxiety Support / by SometimesMiracleshappen
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 July 27th, 2015
...See more Hello :) Thanks for everyone who helps in advance!  I've only been on this site a few days, and I only found out there is a thing called social anxiety a few weeks ago.I think I might have it, but I would really appreciate opinions :) I'm 15 years old and I'm a girl. I remember even since at Least 5 years ago I've been scared of talking to other people. I remember going to talk to a class member and not remembering what I wanted to say and blushing and stuttering and shaking. No used to really like me for a very long time and I was really weird, still am :) but it was different back then. I walk around school and I feel like everyone is staring at me. I keep thinking people don't like me, and over analyzing things I say:" now they think I'm this, now they think I'm that". I got really scared on a ride and freaked my friend out, and for the next few days I couldn't stop thinking about how embarrassing   it was and how she probably thinks I'm an idiot and why is she even my friend and stuff, and she had a few other male friends with us I didn't know and I kept thinking while being next to them how they probably think I'm weird and  annoying and things like that. And I always need to fix my hair and make sure I look the best that I can in public, but I still feel like it's not enough . And the sports teacher at school make girls put their hair up, and I absolutely hate doing that, and I feel like everyone's thinks about how bad I look and how everyone's looking. And I keep worrying for a long times about things I say to my friends and if they think bad things about me. And I blush all the time. Even now I'm worried the way I'm writing is stupid or anoyying. And I just moved to America and had to leave all my friends behind, and I'm not sure what I'm gonna do, I really can't talk to new people , especially at school, alone. Sorry this was so long and anoyying :) p.s I was wondering if anyone else has this thing with text messages. If someone writes a text a certain way, with no smiley or just in a certain way, or if you don't answer a while after a text or they don't answer , you start worrying that their are/will be mad at you?   
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