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Ashamed and Desperate to change!
Addiction Support / by SurvivingTrauma8404
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 August 26th, 2024
...See more I'm getting out of a 7 months relationship, this relationship had so much joy and love. I met him when I was nearly a year sober from everything. I was fit and energized. Healthy and emotionally in a good place. Then I relapsed on alcohol. I met him when we were both astronomically wasted. A week later we were dating and I was begining to drink more and more especially when I discovered that coke would be easily accessible. 7 months later, I'm doing coke nearly every day and drink often but I try not to since I'm BP and medicated. I god extremely drunk and did some things I'm not proud of. My anger comes out more often when I have been drinking excessively. I love him when we are sober together, but we are toxic and bring out the worst in each other. I'm awaiting his move out date and I'm just so depressed. Day 1 of quitting everything and I'm just really looking for some support. I loved being sober and I really want to get back there!
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