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...See more Im married, lonely and it feels like Im always crying. (Crying as I type this) I really needed to talk to my husband (of 11 years) to get some weight off my chest. Talking never goes good. He will tell me its okay to come talk to him about anything and if I dont talk to him thats my own choice. Each time I go to him it always ends up in a argument and we end up living like roommates. I dont see him much due to his work schedule and when I do we are always into it. Its like were constantly going in circles on how to work with one another in this marriage. I dont have a group of friends to talk to... I only have a husband. He has no patients for me and hes not that nice to me anymore. No Im not the nicest person after Ive put my all into this man... love him like a wife should take care of him like a wife should all for him to treat me the way he does now. Ive fallen into this dark hole and Im struggling to get out of it. I use to didnt drink...but now I do. I even started smoking weed. All to just numb everything thats hurting me. I dont like the person that Ive become. I want the old me back without HIM now. I do still love him with all of me, I just dont feel his love anymore and I dont wanna live the rest of my life with a man that can never say things about me and dont want to have kids with me.

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