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Talk2me88
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BPD ex Broke Up With Me
Personality Disorders Support / by Talk2me88
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April 5th, 2020
...See more I am writing this because I am extremely hurt after this long rollercoaster ride. After almost 5 times where she decided to breakup and then come back regretful, finally she did it again. I had nothing but love for this girl, I gave her more than I gave anyone in my life. Did my best to be supportive & understanding, I loved her with all of my heart. At first everything was perfect, everything I ever dreamed of. Then started with the sudden flips, pushing me away, then getting closer again, and it went on and on, when I didn't really do anything deserving of it, I tried to hear her side of the story and always held space for her. What baffles me the most, is how easy she is moving on since day 1 of breaking up with me, already pursuing other partners all the happy posts. It's like everything we had was nothing to her, and she just dropped me like that after almost 2 years together. How can she move on so easy? How can someone who just told you they love you and was dreaming of a future with you, suddenly break your heart that way and tell you they don't feel the same way anymore. I do respect her decision and I've kept my distance. However, now I am struggling with all those conflicting things she had told me, and going from loving me to wanting to leave me. She wanted to remain friends but I couldn't because I am really hurt and don't have it in me to trust her again. This was the only time I told her I shouldn't have trusted her again or took her back.
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