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Tamerofbeats
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PathStep 11 Compassion hearts15 Forum posts7 Forum upvotes8 Current upvotes8 Age GroupAdult Last activeFebruary, 2017 Member sinceFebruary 20, 2017
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 February 24th, 2017
...See more I find it hard to put time and energy into all relationships. Why should I care if I hurt them? How come I must spend time with them? Can't they trust that I care? Why do they only want to talk about simple things? It's killing me everyday living. The difference between what's right to them and what's right to me is blurring. Who am I without a person to talk to? Is there even a me when I'm not trying to get along with someone else? Without the expectations, the trapping of me within stereotypes and the constant demands of relationships, chores and school. When am I allowed to cry? Why must I place a smile on my face? Pretend to care? The truth is I don't care. You could be a awful person and as long as you listen to/help me in my troubles. I couldn't care less. What is this dependency on others? I need to get away. To see who I am without others. But, I'm terrified. What if, I am really what they say I am? A coward. A cruel person. A weirdo. A person that isn't going anywhere. A selfish human being. How can I face it, learn to love me again when I don't even know who I am?
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