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...See more Hi everyone, I'm Ted and I'm 19 years old. Over the past half a year I have been in and come out of two toxic relationships. The first was long distance with a girl who lived 50 miles away from me, who turned out to be a complete nutter. After we broke up, she called me and said she thought she had still found the right guy in the bloke who cheated on her previously. I felt so worthless and taken for granted. The second started off great. We'd see each other often as she lived 10 mins away. We would make out in my car and all that. It was all going rather well for quite a while. But then she told me that she would be going to parties and necking on with girls without me knowing beforehand, as she was bisexual. She was honest because she told me but this happened on several occasions. She also tried to make me go to places I didn't want to go. She was controlling me and in the end, she broke me. Again, this made me feel worthless, unwanted and taken for granted. For a while after I did not get much sleep at night. I was having panic attacks and breakdowns in the middle of the night because I felt this way so much. These have since subsided but it is still something that affects me every single day. I am sick of being made to feel worthless. All I have ever wanted is for someone to understand how I feel and love me and accept me for who I am. I would be very grateful if someone in this amazing community could give me some advice on how to get over all this. Love you guys 😊💙

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