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TheToastHostListener
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Number of ratings20 Number of reviews12 Listens toOver 18 LanguagesEnglish Listener sinceJun 15, 2018 Last activeover 6 months ago GenderMale PathStep 59 People helped75 Chats117 Group support chats0 Listener group chats5 Forum posts2 Forum upvotes2
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I have been through a lot and hope to help those who are going through the same as me...
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 October 5th, 2020
...See more Oh boy where do I start? Today is Saturday 3 Octobe 2020 and there is no apparent difference from the day before. No matter though, it's not as if I am ready for a change yet. I've never been the type of person to comfortably welcome change. My past trauma has left me with an unwavering fear of change. I tend to panic when change happens because it feels as though I have lost control and am rendered completely helpless. Having to deal with that alongside my perpetual existential crisis, trust issues, mental health instability and little hope could be a tipping point and that petrifies me. After everything my past has given me, experience and scars, I am phobic of being hurt by people. It feels like my suffrage is never ending because I am living with a mind crawling with mentalities and thoughts I would rather cast into the void of space never to be seen or heard again. There have been times in my past where I have felt fulfilled and healed and I've desperately tried to find substitutes but it's been excruciatingly difficult. I would want nothing more than a woman of my own age or similar who I could hug and cuddle because times like those have been the highlights of my journey to the present day. Anyway I'm just rambling now, silly old me. Pardon my gargantuan ramble and blessed be your day.
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