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TheWingedGemini
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Crossed Lines
Relationship Stress / by TheWingedGemini
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April 13th, 2016
...See more So my girlfriend just broke up with me a week ago because she felt she needs to focus on her and her sister's depression, and her deteriorating home situation; her father is really sick, and may not last much longer. I don't fault her for that; it's the mature and sensible option. But these past four days, my "friend" has been extremely rude and crossed some lines. She's always been close with my girlfriend, and it was annoying when she would grab my girlfriends other hand as we walked and such, but I dealt. But now, I can't hold my girlfriend's hand, I can hardly talk to her. And so my "friend" stares me in the eye while draping herself over her, holding her hand, hugging her, and she knows that's rude and it makes me want to stab her in the neck. And if that wasn't enough she makes jabs at me, saying my girlfriend broke up with me because I'm such a loser, because she loves her more, and similar things. I take a lot of shit from her, but when it hurts so much to not know what's going on with me and my girlfriend anymore, and not know if she really meant it when she said she wants to get back together after things get better, it jet makes me so angry I want to stab her with a rusty knife and let her choke on her own blood. I get really really mad when I actually snap so I'm attempting to vent here because she pisses me off so much, and I have no right to be technically since I broke up with my girlfriend.
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Nightmares coming alive?
Healthy Living / by TheWingedGemini
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March 25th, 2016
...See more Hi, I'm Ben. I guess I'm a pretty normal person, except my dreams. I've always had very vivid and lifelike dreams, and I can actually remember them in detail. That used to be great when I had dreams about fantasy worlds filled with dragons and magic, but now all I dream about is death and pain. I'm either being killed or tortured, or doing the same to the people I love, or watching as it happens. I could deal with it for a while, but now a recurring character is out of my nightmares. He talks to me, mocks me, and sometimes I feel like he's stabbing me or choking me. Has anyone else had this issue, or knows how to stop it? It was getting better but now it's back and I can't take it.
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