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...See more Over the past few years ive been struggling with some bad memories that really haunt me. Memories from my childhood and a growing dislike for my parents which isnt exactly justifiable. Im haunted by the memory of my uncle punching my horse over and over for something my cousin said my horse did, but didnt do. I was young and ran away in tears. Im haunted by my horse "screaming" and his eyes locked with mine. I also cant forget agreeing with my disgrace of an uncle who told me he did what he did to teach my horse never to do it again, even though i knew my cousin lied. Im haunted by my brothers screams as a kid too. My parents used to smack one of my brothers harder than they smacked and of us and much more frequently. Im always haunted by my mom shouting to my dad "hit him again, harder!" And my brother screaming "no." We were not abused children but they did hurt B more. My dislike for my parents stems from them being lousy as parents these past few years. They're just not interested in their children, even me and im on the other side of the world to them. I havent spoken to them since New Year and my grandparents find this shocking to believe since i speak to them on skype at least once every week. How do i deal with all of this?! The memories and thoughts hit me hard when im happy and feeling good and then i feel horrid. They longer in my head all day no matter what i do and they stay there even when im trying to sleep and they keep me awake. Help!!!

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