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Toothsweetie
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PathStep 47 Compassion hearts11 Forum posts7 Forum upvotes6 Current upvotes6 Age GroupAdult Last activeOctober, 2021 Member sinceOctober 13, 2021
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Feeling isolated
50 & Over Community / by Toothsweetie
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 October 24th, 2021
...See more My life experience was so Traumatic. I have struggled to speak. I have not been going out for fear of bad people but I have started going out for walks with my new dog. And I have a lovely partner. But my family manipulate, and are passive aggressive. And treat my physical illness like I'm making everything up. I have had to limit my time with them over the years and before I moved away. But with moving I would visit and be greeted angrily by my parents. No matter what I did. I believe they've caused a lot of my trauma. I returned home thinking they might change. Nope. I have even had them making choices made for me. Putting me down for finally having a nice home and things. It's a constant battle because of them. I literally either feel sick in their presence, have panick attacks or go quiet. And feel dammed if I do, dammed if I don't. They permanently make me the bad guy. I definitely am not.
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Through the fence
Anxiety Support / by Toothsweetie
Last post
 October 14th, 2021
...See more New house purchased. Sign up stating sold etc. When I drove to my house accompanied by my mum. We both got a fright when I found a car parked on our drive without permission. UK its a civil matter and legal loop hole. And a man jump out from nowhere behaving creepy. I stated, how do you think it feels to arrive to find someone parked on your drive without permission. His response was Ms B gave them permission. Well we own property not her. And signs been up stating the house is sold so it isn't hers anymore. He just disappeared again. Turned out to be next door. Then his wife started making demands about dealing with garden. We removed a 20 ft fir tree thinking that would be end of it but gardeners where their friends. Where priced to good and caused damage to trees that I'd said not to touch. They wanted the view into our garden. And no consideration was given to our privacy. I had a panic attack. I found out they could hear us talking in our house. Which their daughter creepily enjoyed informing me. And they seem to be pally with everyone. they have constantly made snide comments through the fence. Joined in our conversations. Intruded on privacy. Stated they can hear us. Playing on my fears. It's to the point of harassing. And I'm inches away from speaking to neighbourhood police. I have anxiety and they might have overheard about my disabilities. I'm scared to be myself, stepping on eggshells incase I offend them. Got a new puppy and they say I'm abusing him when I'm training him and panicked when he jerked every where on brand new lead. Which distracted me so much I fell over and cracked my ribs. They could be heard talking about me falling but no concern. I am Totally distressEd by them. I've been previously harassed for being a woman by male neighbour with a microphone and made to feel unsafe in my home. After experiencing crime. And had to leave my job because of sexual harassment. My cup is permanently full.
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