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...See more Hi. I have a very big problem in my mind, and I can't keep it more time. I've always love singing, since I was 16 years old. I've always wanted to sing in a stage, I always imagined about that. I just enjoyed singing. 2 months and a half ago, I was able to pay singing classes and was very good in the first month, but then, something happened. I begun asking myself "Do I like singing?" It was very weird. The days where passing by, and the thougts were increasing in a point, tat I'm unable to enjoy singing. When I sing, I can't keep out of my mind the feeling that I don't like singing. Even when I wake up in the morning, the first thing it come to my mind is that question. Over all of that, My teacher told me to go to the choir and I accepted. I enjoy the choir, but the thoughts appear, and I can't enjoy enough. I will have my first performance in a month (29 June) and I'm not excited about it, I'm indiferent. It's very frustrating, to go to the singing class and have these thougs, go to the choir and the same, wake up, and the same, singign in house and the fucking same. Yesterday, my teacher told me something that was very good for me. She told me that there are two paths when you are singing. The first path, the path of nervous, of worrying about people, about making mistakes. While she was saying that I was like ("I think I don't care" "Oh shit, I want to care" ). And then, she said the second path. ENJOY!! I applied that word in my house, after the class, and I was able to sing without any of the thoughts for 30 minutes, for the first time in 1 month. But then, today, all it's the same. I try to apply the word "enjoy" but it doesn't work like yesterday. and I'ts not just with singing. I feel like I can't enjoy nothing more, but I don't have depression. It's weird, but it's true, and it's fuckng killing me. Someone pls. there someone out here who went through the same??

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