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Self-Harm Recovery / by Unwanted404error
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 March 26th, 2020
...See more As a kid I went through some pretty emotionally traumatic stuff that inevitably lead to superhuman repression skills. While it worked in repressing all of the traumatic stuff that has happened to me, it has also made me forget more than half of my life. Now I have Complex PTSD and depression. And of course, this lead to self harm. I struggeled with all of this for a while, but now I am 8 months clean. Would have been over a year clean, but I relapsed a while back. Im Im su bad with emotions and feelings and all that jazz thanks to my past and everything, so seeking help has never been a strong suit for me. I usually just try to tough it out or go it alone. Recently, however, another great wave of depression has washed over me and I keep getting emotional flashbacks and all of those fun little surprises. I found myself slipping up again, but luckily haven't ruined my clean streak. But there have been quite a few close calls recently, so I decided to seek some extra support. I really want to stay clean, but sometimes its really hard to.
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