Hello there! :)

I'm a girl, I live in Sweden. I'm 28 years old.
I am here on 7 Cups like many members because of the need to talk.
Everyday it is just......so expected to say that you're fine.
When in reality you might not be fine.

So I am here to just say that I'm not fine, at least not always.
Am I dealing with anything?
Well I'd say I'm stuck, so I'm trying to deal with getting unstuck.
I might be at rock bottom, not sure. Building up motivation or a drive to do anything can be...a challenge. I have also dealt with depression at some point, though perhaps not a very severe variety. I suppose I have some anxiety as well.

I'm quite a calm and open minded person, I'm very organized also a bit stubborn. I've been called an existentialist. Because I wonder a lot why we do things, meaning of life stuff and so on. I am very ambitious. Though sometimes my ambition kills me, I can't live up to it. I consider myself a bit old fashioned, because I value loyalty, honor, respect and honesty.

Other than that I have a dog and he cheers me up. Over the past two years my first dog ever passed away. Less than a year after that my first cat and first pet ever passed away. My cat was with me half my life, so it was difficult and to this day I can't say if I'm ready to get a new cat yet. So it was a lot of heartache in a relatively short time. Nowadays I have a young Labrador, second dog ever.

I have a variety of interests and hobbies. I like animals, my favorite top 5 animals are: lions, wolves, horses, orcas and eagles. Top 5. Of course dogs and cats get a bonus spot up there on first place. I like exploring and traveling, I'd love to climb a mountain one day. I like the ocean and I like to swim. I like science, specifically astronomy and I love using my telescope. I can use it for an hour and completely lose track of time.

I got some at home hobbies like listen to music. I can just listen to the same song 20 times over and over again, but I also love movie and video game music. I like to watch TV-shows or some movie. I'm also a gamer, PC gamer. RPGs are my favorites, like Mass Effect and Dragon Age. But I also like several MMOs like Elder Scrolls Online and World of Warcraft. Open world games are the best. I love the idea of being able to embark on some fantastic and amazing adventure. Unfortunately in the world we live in today we can't just pack up and go on some adventure, like Bilbo Baggins hehe. So I am glad I can at least do that in a simulated world.


Hmm what else...my favorite color is blue like navy blue and I'm an Aquarius, that is pretty much the basics about me.
I'm a Canadian, and proud! Canadian who lives in Sweden.

Lastly I suppose.
I got a dark side, I suppose we all do.
I'm quite proud and don't like to talk about "feelings" ish. I like to seem strong, I hate looking weak or anything like that. I always like to appear strong. So yeah, that's one reason I'm not to keen to talk about feelings. I can sometimes find myself feeling like a dark empty husk.
If I excel at anything it's keeping how I feel to myself.

Well yeah, that's it about me.

Nice to meet everyone here. ^_^