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Wackystack1421
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I need help
Depression Support / by Wackystack1421
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 February 25th, 2017
...See more It's times like these that make me miss my family the most. I just don't know what to do. I don't know what I did to deserve all this pain... What do I do so wrong? Why don't I ever get any kind of break? Any kind of love? I should have known better than to let myself have any kind of love in my life... I can't keep it. I ruin everything and I don't do it on purpose. I just want to feel love, but it always ends in the worst possible way. I devastate everything I love. And then I wonder why nobody loves me. They probably just don't want to die or have their life ruined. I swear if I knew how to love without destroying I would do it. It kills me to break everything i care about. I don't know why it happens, I don't know why I can't have any thing or any one. I'm tired of being alone. I'm tired of working so hard every day and getting shit on. I'm tired of having nobody to turn to. Nobody to help me or even just hold me while I cry. Not that would ever let anybody. And I can't even kill myself cuz that just further damages what Ive already fucked up. So I try to maintain but it kills me. Its torture. I need help.
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