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Wanderlustleo
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Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by Wanderlustleo
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 November 11th, 2021
...See more I found out today that I am bipolar….everything makes sense now for my behavior but it is still inexcusable. I have come to acceptance that I am bipolar but cannot forgive myself for previous actions. I get medication next week and start group therapy tomorrow. I joined a bipolar forum. I’ve deleted all social media excluding tiktok because I don’t have followers. I came out on tiktok as bipolar. Not as a cry of help but to see if I can be heard. I don’t want to feel alone. I don’t miss social media at all right now. I like the quiet and being isolated when I’m not at work. Im taking a leave of absent from both of my jobs. My full time job next week when I get my treatment plan. Im scared about the medication because I know my body. When I stopped taking my antidepressants last time I was found unconscious in the shower with the shower almost full like a bathtub. I pray medication will help me feel normal again whatever normal is. Was I ever normal? I hope those whom I’ve hurt and offended can forgive me for I was not myself. Maybe when Im forgiven by others I can learn to forgive myself….
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