“You never need to apologize
for how you chose to survive.”
― Clementine von Radics

I am not here to tell you that everything's going to be okay, that life gets better, because I won't believe in the words that I'll profess.
I am here to answer your questions, be someone on who you can count, a friend.
Listing ceaselessly the reasons why you should carry on (my wayward son) with life would be a waste of your time, because you already have them incrised in your thoughts, their murmur like a glimmer of hope, a thin rope that binds you to the promise of being finally happy.
If you are already in that state where you want to end it all, let me tell you something: through all your cracked perfection, you matter.
I know that that is not something that you want to hear, it has been said so often that its meaning has become blurry in a tangle of bullshit and clichés, fading, like a breath on a mirror, but, bear with me;
On Wikipedia, The Butterfly Effect is defined as a concept that small causes can have large effects.
Every decision that you make impacts the world somehow. As an example, Hitler, if he had been accepted into that Art School in 1907 maybe - and I say maybe - World War II would have never happened.
I mean, hey, maybe eating that burrito that you bought from your high school cantine/somewhere else will lead to an inexorable Apocalypse.
YOU. MATTER.
If those words haven't convinced you, then it's okay to put down your weapons, get rid of your armor, renounce and say in a shudder, almost in a whisper "I surrender". And that is, the loudest scream that you would have ever made. Reach for help, I am here if you don't know at who you turn to.

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