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Youkop
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PathStep 4 Compassion hearts13 Forum posts7 Forum upvotes8 Current upvotes8 Age GroupAdult Last activeJuly, 2018 Member sinceJuly 20, 2018
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Newbie Hub / by Youkop
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July 29th, 2018
...See more Hello all new people!! Dont be afraid to introduce yourself,I know how daunting it can be but no one here bites! We are all here for the same reason just on different paths,Feel free to message me if you ever need to talk :)
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Relationship Stress / by Youkop
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July 27th, 2018
...See more I was with this girl for 2 years. While I was with her I was going through depression coupled with anxiety,At this stage I had already tried to commit suicide 3 times and was planning a fourth.I broke up with her when I felt that I was close to my attempt.After the breakup I drank for about a month and a half. during this month and a half I ended up sleeping with a girl out of desperation,On her side it was sympathy. Shortly after,while I was still drinking,approached my ex to try reconcile,Figured I was alright with the amount of drink I had and asked for her back,She said in the summer we could,we started talking again and she went as far as following me to a bathroom one night at a friends party..I got worse after I ran out of drink,the girl I had slept with told my ex that we had sex..At that point I was done and my back was broken,I couldnt take anything anymore,There was already the plan but all of that being throw on top sparked it off,I walked an 2 hours to a bridge and stood there for what felt like an eternity,I was so ready and willing..and then my Mam shows up and brings me home,My ex was there when I got home. She told me she couldnt believe I had slept with another girl,and that she had lied about us getting back together..then she walked out,last time I saw her.
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