Skip to main content Skip to bottom nav
Talk to a licensed therapist Wherever you are, whenever you need support. Get matched
Yuliya2817
1 118 M Embraced 1
PathStep 1 Compassion hearts8 Forum posts2 Forum upvotes2 Current upvotes2 Age GroupAdult Last activeMarch, 2025 Member sinceMarch 12, 2025
Bio
Recent forum posts
Yuliya2817 profile picture
I don’t know how to heal all my traumas
Trauma Support / by Yuliya2817
Last post
 March 21st, 2025
...See more It’s the first time that I’m finally sharing my story. I always was feeling myself as a stubborn person who can survive everything. And it was like that, but unfortunately with time everything is starting to reaching me. I was growing in poor family, some days we didn’t have money for bread.My parents was working hard to give me and my siblings what they can. I think because of that my dad was feeling really bad and he started drinking. He was really violent when he was drunk, so usually my home wasn’t safe place so in evening when he was come back home usually I was go out because I was scared. When I was 5 or 6 he hit my mom with chair on her head. I was so scared that I’m gonna lose her so after that I start trying to protect her when he was beating her. With time things get better they start to earn more money and he drinks less. When I was 18 I was starting my second year in university. It was so good, finally - adult life. But I wasn’t feeling good so go check my health. And diagnosed with cancer. All year I was feeling like I sleeping like everything is not true. But it was. Hospitals start to be my second home, because I was spending there more time. But like I was said I’m stubborn so I beat cancer. Later I’m my twenty’s when I started working in one of the evenings me and my colleagues decided to go out. In club someone spiked me and rapped me. I never tell anyone. I was so ashamed and feel dirty. Couple years after I get in car accident. Almost died, but somehow survived. Now I have a scars as reminder of that horrible night. And then in my country started war. It was so scared I didn’t know what to do. I never forget those horrible sounds of bombs. It’s like thunder with earthquake hit together. I moved to another country but I feel I don’t belong here. I can’t hear fireworks or any other loud noise it’s freaking me out. I feel I’m lost and I can’t find myself. I’m just not that stubborn person anymore. I’m just shadow of myself. I just want to let everything go and be myself again.
Search more from @Yuliya2817
Considering Therapy?
Talk to an expert therapist
Badges & Awards
5 total badges
Hand Shake First Post Reaching out First Compassion Bundled
Report an issue
Feel better with online therapy Professional, confidential and affordable. Start today
Talk to a licensed therapist Wherever you are, whenever you need support. Get matched