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ZeppelinRose
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Past sexual abuse ruining my current relationship
Trauma Support / by ZeppelinRose
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 January 24th, 2020
...See more Hi. Ive never posted on here before. Im here because last year and earlier this year, I was in a sexually manipulative relationship. My boyfriend at the time raped me and it took months for me to realize what actually happened- I realized after I already broke up with him. He goes to the same university as me and cornered me one day after I broke up with him to catch up for half an hour and guilted me when I tried to leave, so that only added to the anxiety Ive felt after I left him. This is not the first boyfriend of mine to manipulative me and use me for sex. Ive had a history of this treatment and its affecting my current relationship with my kind, supportive boyfriend. I often feel like I have to have sex even though hes not doing anything to make me feel that way. The slightest thing will set me off and make me feel like Im being forced again. It sucks because hes not hurting me at all and its completely my past relationship haunting me and not allowing me to be happy. I need to get therapy but dont know how bc Im a broke college student. Its getting worse with time and I just really need help and a friend.
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