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ZombieGlitch
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Just trying to find a place in this world.

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Was i born to be miserable?
Personality Disorders Support / by ZombieGlitch
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 July 28th, 2021
...See more TW: discussion of abuse, suicidal ideation Hello guys, you can call me Zombie. I only recently got diagnosed with BPD... and a whole list of other things and it felt good to have a name to what was happening to me. However, school -- specifically clinicals -- have been a huge stressor for me and my suicidal urges are stronger than before. I need these clinical to graduate but the truth is I'm absolutely miserable; I find no joy or good in what I'm doing despite the fact I help cancer patients. I'm randomly crying and occasionally get the shakes from time to time. I am just struggling to see if there's even a point in living anymore if what I am doing was due to my parents demands. Was I born so the world would make an example out of me? Was I destined to miserable? It just feels like it because I've never been happy. Just stressed and chronically suicidal. [Edited by @QuietMagic 11/20/21 to add TW]
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