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...See more Hallo guys, I'm kind of excited to have found this place. Feels like 2000 again when I used to chat with strangers online and no one was a robot or trying to scam you :) I'm feeling very lonely and lost in my relationship of 14 years. With my Partner (male 42J) we share 2 kids 4j and 6 months. It feels like I'm in a movie..the same story as old as time: a great love gone bad..starting strong, getting used to each other, growing apart, getting mean, hating one another, eventually break up. And it's like I'm screaming to the TV "break up already, live your life be happy". Only I can't even begin to imagine the logistics of this mess and I am absolutely sure, I can not go through with it. Seeing my kids on agreed days? Having to explain to my daughter everything and hurting her so bad. Becoming fragile, unsafe and anxious about surviving with to small kids? This stuff is either for very strong people or people who don't have a clue. I remember my divorced mother trying to live a decent life and she just had me and a good paying job. Wasn't east, didn't look like fun. I have nothing. No car, no house, an ok salary that wouldn't get me any appartment in the *** up housing crisis of the City im in. I also have no one around who could help since I am an immigrant in this country and all of my family is elsewhere. With friends it's also bleak. No serious friendships just people I meet for coffee once in a while. So I wait. I numb my self waiting for the relationship to either get better or for the kids to grow up and then I see.. what a pathetic sad situation. I'm 36, fun, sexy, love to be around people. And yet I'm alone, haven't had sex in 1 year or so and feel stuck. So that's that. Anyone who experienced this and knows better? Or is going through it?

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