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you can call me ana

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Emotional relapse
Personality Disorders Support / by acbetan
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 February 7th, 2025
...See more This is so tmi but I just started birth control for the first time in my life and my emotions are all over the place. I had JUST learned how to manage my condition (BPD) but thanks to this new medication I have taken so many steps back. I’m erratic, overly sensitive and worst of all, self destructive. I hate feeling like a teen who’s out of control 24/7 again. I feel helpless. Even my insomnia decided to make a comeback. I can’t control myself and I have been rotting in bed for over a month despite the multiple attempts to do something with my life. I hope I get out of this situation soon
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Lost my best friend
Friendship Support / by acbetan
Last post
 January 29th, 2025
...See more I made my first real friend a few years back. She understood me in a way nobody had, but last year she started drifting away. I didn’t give it much thought because— college, you know? It keeps everyone busy. Plus, we live in different countries now. Except it started feeling one sided. I always texted, I always called, I always reached out. I tried explaining my feelings, and although she understood, she did nothing about it. I felt desperate and sort of pathetic to be the only one caring for our friendship, but I also felt like I owed her that since she’d been there for me at my lowest. But then she came back home for the holidays and made a bunch of promises to hang out… right before ghosting me. For 2 weeks. Once she decided to return my messages, she was already returning to her university. She didn’t bother to apologize, call, or even say goodbye. She just left. And that was my last straw. Clearly, we are not friends anymore and it hurts more than I’d like. I feel stupid, foolish and embarrassed to have ever cared for someone who’d ultimately abandon me so carelessly
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